Sunday, April 25, 2010

McNamara Family Everywhere in Co. Clare

Greetings to you, blog readers! This will be a very short post, but I suddenly had the overwhelming desire to type a quick blog about how the name "McNamara" was all over Co. Clare! I mean I guess I already knew that since I was here 7 or 8 years ago and it was the same story then!

The picture on this page is a bar that I ate in when I was in Lisdoonvarna! I didn't go into the bar and say that I was a McNamara too, but I have been meeting many people with that last name and it's odd because in each and every person, I could see a distinct family trait. It's like...in one person, I see my grandpa's smile. I see my dad's eye shape and color in another. I see my aunt's twin! It's just crazy. Some students on the trip say that there's no possible relation. Every McNamara has come from the same place and so however distantly the relation is, we are all related! So it's so cool because I'm spending time with "family".
This just makes my love and pride to be Irish go even deeper! Since I've been here, I've gotten in touch with my Irish side and I've never been more proud to be Irish! :-) It's a great thing!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

My New Appreciation for John Keats


So for British Lit. Survey, we have to do a report on a poet and one of the choices had been John Keats. I remembered hearing Keats' name in a movie that was made back in the 40's, and I thought it would be interesting to research him. I had no idea what I was in for.
John Keats' poetry is so beautiful! I love how he uses the imagination for almost all of his poems. He writes about love in such a way that you don't know who he could be talking about. I guess you could say that every poet does that to an extent. The subjects of their poems are vague and can be taken different ways; but John Keats does so in a way that makes every poem he writes sound like a prayer.
One quote that has become the best quote of all time for me from Keats is from a letter to his lover, Fanny. It goes like this: "I almost wish we were butterflies and liv'd but three summer days - three such days with you I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain." I use that quote all the time now! I can't explain my infatuation fully. I guess it is because I am taken in by the idea of forbidden love or a love that cannot be for whatever reason. It's stupid because the ending is hardly ever a fairytale, and I wind up in tears over the ill-fated lovers. I am not saying that Fanny and John's romance was forbidden since they were actually engaged, but one thing I have learned from my years as a romantic was this: If society doesn't get in the way, then fate will. Since John Keats had consumption, he would die very young. It just makes me sad because it's like they didn't have any time to be in love.
My have a few favorite poems by John Keats. The first poem is "La Belle Dame sans Merci":
Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
So haggard and so woe-begone?
The squirrel's granary is full,
And the harvest's done.
I see a lily on thy brow,
With anguish moist and fever-dew,
And on thy cheeks a fading rose
Fast withereth too.
I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful - a faery's child,
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.
I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.
I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long,
For sidelong would she bend, and sing
A faery's song
She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna-dew,
And sure in language strange she said -
'I love thee true'.
She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she wept and sighed full sore,
And there I shut her wild wild eyes
With kisses four.
And there she lulled me asleep
And there I dreamed - Ah! woe betide! -
The latest dream I ever dreamt
On the cold hill side.
I saw pale kings and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
They cried - 'La Belle Dame sans Merci
Hath thee in thrall!'
I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill's side.
And this is why I sojourn here
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
I do not know exactly why I find La Belle Dame sans Merci so beautiful. Maybe it's because it is a ballad so there is a sort of repetition at the beginning and the end. Maybe it's because it is also a story of the objective vs. subjective reality. The volta in the poem is such a strong one! He realizes it was all a dream! There lies the sadness of it!
The other poem that I find more lovely than Shakespeare is "Bright Star":
Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art--
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors--
No--yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever--or else swoon to death.

Bright Star is one of those poems that I have to read over and over again because it is not written in a clear way. However, I enjoy it because I always like to think that it's John's love poem to Fanny. Maybe I'm just being a wistful romantic, maybe I'm not being open-minded enough, or maybe I'm right in saying it's a love poem to his "dearest girl". "Dearest girl" is what John would call Fanny in all his letters to her.
***I am departing for County Clare now! The place where the McNamara Family comes from! I am so excited! I will blog about it when I get back! Until my next blog, stay perfect!!***

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Volcano Eruption! All travel ceases!


So this may seem really random to blog about my dear readers, for this I apologize. However, I feel like this is important enough to at least report on because it's not every day a volcano erupts kind of close to where you are...especially if you live in Erie, PA.
According to the New York Times, "A dark and spectacular volcanic cloud shrouded much of northern Europe on Thursday, forcing airlines to cancel thousands of flights as it drifted at high altitude south and east from an erupting volcano in Iceland. The shutdown of airspace was one of the most sweeping ever ordered in peacetime, amid fears that travel could continue to be delayed days after the cloud dissipates...The volcano erupted Wednesday for the second time in a month, forcing evacuations and causing flooding about 75 miles east of Reykjavik, Iceland’s capital...On Thursday, 5,000 to 6,000 of the 28,000 daily flights across Europe were canceled as a result of the ash plume, said Lucia Pasquini, a Eurocontrol spokeswoman."
Some of the students on the trip were planning on going to Germany the weekend that the eruption occurred, but the flights ended up being canceled and they had to find ways of getting back home to Dungarvan. All travel has ceased for us so that even post is not being shipped. It is not exactly scary or threatening in any way. However, it is a little thrilling to know that all the airports are closed down (since they haven't for a very long time) and I am on this side of the globe to experience it! I don't know - call me weird or crazy or whatever you like - but I find it rather invigorating that all this is happening here! It's a good story!
Until my next post, have some craic!

Tragedy in Poland


Okay, so you know how you watch the James Bond movies,Bourne Trilogy, or the Mission Impossibles and you see foreign diplomats or other important people getting assassinated or dying? Well, have I got a little story for you dear readers!
We received word from the Mayor of Dungarvan upon our return from Barcelona, Spain that there was a terrible plane crash that killed the Polish President, Lech Kaczynski, and several important members of the Cabinet. None of us could believe it.

According to a New York Times online article, the "plane tried to land in a thick fog, missing the runway and snagging treetops about half a mile from the airport in Smolensk, scattering chunks of fuselage across a bare forest...This is a wound that will be very difficult to heal...The crash came as a stunning blow to Poland, wiping out a large portion of the country’s leadership in one fiery explosion. And in a chilling twist, it happened at the moment that Russia and Poland were beginning to come to terms with the killing of more than 20,000 members of Poland’s elite officer corps in the same place 70 years ago...Russian emergency officials said 97 people were killed. They included Poland’s deputy foreign minister and a dozen members of Parliament, the chiefs of the army and the navy, and the president of the national bank. They included Anna Walentynowicz, 80, the former dock worker whose firing in 1980 set off the Solidarity strike that ultimately overthrew Polish Communism, as well as relatives of victims of the massacre that they were on their way to commemorate."
I think that this is one of those times when you hear the news, and you just sit there and say "No. That can't have happened. This has to be a joke." You only say this because you just can't imagine something like that even happening for real. When I heard that, I immediately thought of the people of Poland and what they must be feeling. I can't even imagine the sadness that the families of the dead must be going through now. I won't attempt to go all philosophical and start spewing sentiments on how fragile life is or how important it is to live like you were dying because frankly, it's all been said before. And you are a highly intelligent person, I'm sure that you can come up with your own sentiment :-)

Monday, April 12, 2010

The First Day of Class in a LONG Time



This post shall be brief but I just wish to tell you what a difference 5 weeks can do to a person. During the first two terms, I worked myself to the brink of insanity! Okay, that was a very dramatic statement and was exaggerated just a little, but in truth I worked very hard. Then I got to Ireland and the only class I had was on Wednesday nights! Other than that, it was a vacation! It was 5 weeks of trips, down time, and fun! I could sleep in as late as I wanted and stay in my pajamas all day if I chose!

Now, I have to think about what time I have to sleep. I have to constantly remind myself of assignments, readings, and quizzes. I must remember that although I am abroad, I am first and foremost a student. As unfortunate as doing my homework may be, I bear in mind that I could be back on campus in Erie, PA dreaming of Ireland and imagining what it would be like instead of actually being here, and being able to look out my window and not see the parking lot behind our apartment on Lewis, but trees and rolling hills behind the parking lot of the hotel we are staying at.

Being in class is different. Dr. Reed and Dr. Snyder are awesome professors though! They make me laugh but they also really know their stuff! Ethics should be a very interesting class as we go through was constitutes ethics and what our morals are like. British Lit. Survey is what I'm excited about because we are talking about poetry! I love poetry! So it should be fun trying to figure out the messages of each poet! I hope every class is fun like that! I have a pretty good feeling that it will be!

Stay tuned for more from me!...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

God Save The Queen!


So it is official journal! May 6 I am going to London with my 3 roommates! I am so excited to go! My brother studied in London when he went to Notre Dame University and he loved it! There is so much I want to see while I'm there, but we may not get to all the places in time. I know we are going to see the Tower of London, Buckingham Palace, Big Ben and Parliament, The British Museum, Portobello Road, Westminster Abbey, and other places that Britain is known for!
What I am really hoping is to see the burial place of my favorite Queen: Queen Elizabeth I. Her era is my favorite to watch, read about, and talk about. The life of King Henry VIII, his 6 wives, and his children and their lives have always been of great interest to me. I cannot explain why. It has just been fascinating to me for as far back as I can remember. The Royal Family during my lifetime (1988- ) has not interested me too much. I will admit Princess Diana was one of my favorite people and I could not wait until she was crowned Queen. Then tragedy struck in 1997 when she was killed. Now, I have mixed emotions about the Royals. I hear many say that the Princes are very handsome and I don't deny that. I admire William but I question Harry at times when I find his behavior unsuitable for a Prince (referring to the Halloween Party where he showed up at a Nazi soldier). I guess it's a "feeling of immortality" thing. Well, all I know is that I can't wait to go! I also can't wait to try the food! I hear that it is quite good in London!
Until my next post...cherrio!

Living La Vida Loca en Barcelona!


Before I begin, let me first tell you that my two companions and I got lost the first few hours that we were in Barcelona! We luckily figured out the metro stations, but once out of there we had no idea where to go in terms of streets. We had to backtrack, we had to search for street signs, and we even had to ask for directions (EN ESPANOL!) The lady that we talked to was very nice, and she told us that it was down a little side road. So we go down one side road that has flowers growing and orange trees across the little street. We stop in front of one building that we are sure was ours. We were just about to leave when a strange Spanish man comes up to us and says "Elizabeth McNamara?" As soon as he said that, I thought someone was going to get hurt. I had no idea who this guy was and that he knew my real name was just creepy. I just looked at him and was so startled that I just said "Si?" He goes on to tell me that he is our agent! We were so relieved!!!! So we were lost and then we were found! It was perfect timing!
Barcelona! Where to begin? There was so much that happened over those five days were beautiful, fun filled, and new! I could not have asked for better companions either. Megan and Andrew made the trip all the more enjoyable. Having them with me was like having my two siblings with me. To be honest, it felt like we were a family (not counting the calls we made to our parents) :-) Gaudi was absolutely brilliant! I loved his style of architecture! The Sagrada Familia Cathedral was so beautiful! It was started back in the 18th century and it is still not finished! When we were riding by the Cathedral, we noticed that the church looked like it was melting. It was like an optical illusion! Megan, Andrew and I wanted to go inside, but there were way to many people. Casa Batlló was an interesting piece because it looked like skulls or masks of some sort when we passed it. Park Guell is the park devoted to Gaudi and his other creations. It was the place where he would gain a lot of his inspiration and design since he took a lot of it from nature. I will never forget that park or the works I saw of him. The man truly was a genius!
I am just going to say that Las Ramblas was phenomenal. This is where all the crazy shopping is! We did not get pick pocketed once which was a very, very good thing! We bought a lot of things! None of us went crazy because Andrew really knows how to find a bargain price! He's awesome like that :-) I got my portrait drawn in charcoal by a lady who did a really good job drawing me. Here is a photo that Andrew took:
The last thing that I will tell you about at this time is the light show that the Museum of Art! There is a big fountain and every night at 7:00 pm there is a light show that has classical music, which then makes the water go in all different directions! It gets small, then big, then goes into a flower formation, then a geyser, and it just kept doing that! As it got darker, the lights started to come on which was when more contemporary and modern music came on. "Barcelona" by Queen was played and Megan and I just started laughing! "How could this not be played?" The lights were wonderful! There were greens, pinks, reds, orangese, yellows, blues, purples, and mixes in between. Megan, Andrew, and I could do nothing but stare at the water and listen to the music. At that moment, as the three of us sat there on the steps in the warm Spanish evening, watching the sun sink lower and lower, we realized "life doesn't get much better than this."

Paris Has My Heart


There is a song from a great Disney movie "Anastasia". It is called "Paris Holds the Key (To Your Heart).


lovers, olala

welcome my friend to paris
here have a flower on me
forget where your from
your in france children come
i show you that french joie de vie

paris holds the key to your heart
and all of pairs plays a part
you'll stroll two by two
down la reak a la roo
and soon all paris will be singing to you
olala olala olala

paris holds the key to l'amore
when don't even freud knows the cure
theres love in the air
and floies Bergere
the french have it down to an art
paris holds the key to your heart

when your feeling blue come to la mode
when your hearts says don't
the french say do
when you think you can't
you'll find you can can
everyone can can can
you can can can too

paris holds the key to her past
yes princess i've found you at last
no more pretend
you'll be gone
thats the end

paris holds the key to her heart
you'll be tres jolie and so smart
come dance through the night
and forget all your woes
in the city of lights
where a rose is a rose
and one never knows what is holds
paris holdes the key
to her

HEAAAAAAART

(olala, olala)



I regret to inform you that I will not be able to have my computer in Paris, but I hope that Paris is everything I've ever wanted it to be! I have dreamed my entire life of going to Paris and tomorrow I will be there! I can't believe it!
I will see The Eiffel Tower, Champs Elysees, the Louvre, and Versailles Palace and Gardens for starters! I will report very soon on my many adventures in Paris, France!

Friday, April 2, 2010

A Very Random Thought

When I was sitting at dinner tonight, some of the girls were talking about food comas and eating too much. It was also said that it was not smart to be eating as much as they were. Now my mind works in ways that are still unknown, and the connections I make are often hard to follow. Despite that, I hope you can keep up with the conversation that was occurring and the workings of my cognition. This is what was happening:

Question: Would a person rather be rotund but have a high intelligence or be thin and have a very low intelligence?

I can not begin to tell you why I started thinking about this, but I can tell you that I posed this question to my own roommate. She thought for a little while and then she said that she would want to keep her figure and have a low intelligence because having a good figure means you take care of your health. If you let yourself go then you have poor health and you will end up dying of a heart attack anyway. Intelligence only gets you the lifestyle that you want in life. But without a good figure, you're dead.
As I think about it, I think I would have to agree with my roommate on this subject. Intelligence can always be improved and if you have your health, it is not extremely difficult. I can't say anything in terms of relationships though because even if you're physically beautiful, you can still be alone. So really it comes down to the tough decision to choose books or looks. Which would you choose?